Weak

     It was a night of busy preparations for our upcoming family reunion.Got to be very busy to finish the work immediately.I sneaked out to open my facebook account.And to my surprise,he sent me a message, "Matulog ka na,gabi na" ,I then replied ,"Kaw din gabi na tulog na" .And everything followed just how a man usually asks a lady's number.I first refused to, thinking that my boyfriend would not be comfortable with that.But with my subconscious mind,I gave him my contact and logged out my account.I was expecting his text but I received none.Then I thought how my heart was a traitor.

      Days have passed and not one of the texts I received comes from him.Without any hesitations,I have decided to forget about him,after all, he is not that special to always be thought of.I refrained from entertaining anonymous texts then.Until one night,someone texted and thought that he was a long time friend of mine who plays pranks on me.I enjoyed the time texting.I thought of letting my boyfriend know,but I made up my mind not to due to his bitterness.He called up for the first time and we had a great talk.A strange feeling grew and slowly takes a specific place in my heart.
  
         Not long,he confessed his feelings for me,but I did not believe,'coz if I did,I would have been unacceptable.I made friends with him for that's the biggest thing that I could give him right now.Reaon?I am a whole largely committed with someone else.

       Thoughts of him kept on playing in my mind,I smile unnoticingly because of him.I start a happy day because I have read his text early in the morning.Traitor.I kept on telling myself.I can not blame me.With my partners busy schedule,I have any right to give myself the treat that my love could not give,time and presence.

     

        Stupid.When I realized that he could be like others who just want to play the games of love.Stupid that I trusted him easily.Relief when my heart is now wiser to distinguish truth from fallacy.

       

         Now that he said goodbye,I was truly hurt,disappointed and everything.Then I realized,at least I remained faithful though not loyal. :)